I'm not sure if its the changes in the weather, or my body's irregular chemical make-up but I've been becoming so bored of everything lately. Every day I catch myself wanting to be some place else, doing some thing else.

Have you ever wanted out from every day?

-- suzen (suzen@kamala.nu), February 21, 2000

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boredom is my worst enemy. i fall prey to it all too often, thanks to the fact that i cannot drive, all of my friends live at least 20 or 25 minutes away, and i have four to six hours of homework a night. yes, i want to go to the beach and take a week off and realize who i am and what i want to do again. there are so many things that i want to do. water makes me feel real again -- i would like nothing more than to be on the beach in oxnard, california right now writing poetry and staring out at the beach; thinking about my life and all of the precious lives that were lost when that alaska air plane crashed three miles offshore last month. i want to go back there so badly. it would do me so much.

-- Amber (gypsy@cakedemons.com), February 21, 2000.

Lately every day has been the same for me. I procrastinate and fall behind, or I make a terrible blunder and just want everything to be over with. I'm so sick of saying the same stupid things over and over to him hoping he'll catch on. I'm so sick of having to be the one who sets up the plans. I'm so sick of my shitty grades.

I just want it all to STOP.

-- Tiffany (mapleberry@hotmail.com), February 22, 2000.

Have I ever wanted out? Oh most definitely - especially recently.

Everything's been so damn monontous (sp?) lately.

It's getting so pathetic i'll be laying in bed at 10pm or so and think "oh gee, in only 12 hours i'll be back in earth science class", where it seemed i was just in that damn class.

grrrr

-- Stephanie (stephanie@neveonline.com), February 23, 2000.