{I wrote this. I am unsure why.}

as a Dog to his Vomit, so a man to sin returns. I have retirned, and suffered, for even though I knew the cost, and deived no oy, I sank bakc into sin and depravity. I wanted it not, I craved it not, nor was I compelled. I sought it not, nor desired it, yet, becaus I remembered it, I retured, returned to what I had known, though I no longer belonged their. Suffer then this confession, and remember grace and salvation, I weep fr my actions, and am ashamed , but press on to full repentence, in God's name, and say what I am.A sinner. I pray, but then I learn, that I canot be answered. I am healed of the compulsiton, but still i retirn, base don memoriy I return.

I need a sign then, ofr my life, a token of my sufferage. Yet here in silence weeps I in a ruined life, and see neither change nor sign.

In meloncholic passion, I pray in vain this time, and see in my own actions the cause of affliction.

Let me the turn away once again, only to return, and burn my life form reason, and to madness return.

Or is this my folly, and shall I resume my faith while I still yet sin, and how can I be answered when I refuse to come when called?

-- ZAROVE (ZAROFF3@JUNO.COM), March 25, 2004

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-- ZAROVE (ZAROFF3@JUNO.COM), March 25, 2004.

I do not understand what you are saying, clarify please.

-- ZAROVE (ZAROFF3@JUNO.COM), March 25, 2004.

But I knew not the day was the feast of Annunciation, and my own words of this confession are made in relation to my own quandry, as a Noncatholic.

I understand the thoughts that are within the framework of the peice I composed today, I do not, however, understand the motivation for composing it.

AS for thre answer, allow me to present it.

Zarove:"Or is this my folly, and shall I resume my faith while I still yet sin, and how can I be answered when I refuse to come when called?"

Answer:O Mary, conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee

I do not now understand the answer given, and, though you are banned, you may perchance remain ling enough to clarify the meaning.

-- ZAROVE (ZAROFF3@JUNO.CIM), March 25, 2004.

If I am not mistaken, it means " To Beget Action." or "Tp begin Action". I am taking Latin, as a Psychologyt Major.It can also translate " To Seed action". Or, to Seed the word.

-- ZAROVE (ZAROFF3@JUNO.COM), March 25, 2004.

OR to seed the word.

-- ZAROVE (ZAROFF3@JUNO.COM), March 25, 2004.

Sorry Zarove, but I've had to delete several posts from two individuals who have been prohibited from posting to the forum. Please don't dialogue with these individuals in the future as I will be deleting their posts as and when I get to them.

-- Ed (catholic4444@yahoo.ca), March 25, 2004.

Zarove said: But I knew not the day was the feast of Annunciation, and my own words of this confession are made in relation to my own quandry, as a Noncatholic. I understand the thoughts that are within the framework of the peice I composed today, I do not, however, understand the motivation for composing it.

Zarove, can you explain what you are talking about? It's a pity that these responses had to be deleted. Let me try to get at what you're saying... You wrote this as a non-Catholic because God sent you the message? But you don't know why? And today happens to be the day of the feast of the Annunciation (I have no idea, is it really?)

So what did the deleted posts say that related this to the feast of Annunciation?

-- Emily (jesusfollower7@yahoo.com), March 25, 2004.

Will show you in email.

And emily, do you have Yahoo Messenger?

-- ZAROVE (ZAROFF3@JUNO.COM), March 25, 2004.

Sent.

-- ZAROVE (ZAROFF3@JUNO.COM), March 25, 2004.

Zarove, Ive read a lot of your posts.

My heart goes out to you. My hopes go out that Jesus will give you what you need to wake up from your suffering slumber. For while your letting the enemy make you miserable in your actions, your inactions take their toll on those you Love and have a responsibility in Christ to help.

Get up and walk. Stop falling down every time you sin.

-- Adrian Cromwell (catlitter@cox.net), March 27, 2004.

Adrian, If you’ve read a lot of posts then you already know we are short on patience for those who talk down to others arrogantly and pass judgment on them. This sort of behaviour usually wears out a welcome here real quick. I suggest a gentler, kinder, less condescending tone might be more effective in your dealings here. I can assure you it will attract far more attention than the tactics you’ve chosen to date. Moderator

-- Ed (Catholic4444@yahoo.ca), March 27, 2004.